No I don't think of you anymore ..
But I don't think of you any less ..
You keep walking along all the paths in my head ..
Through little corners and crooks in my heart ..
That you know so well ..
Every time I walk towards the sea ..
I see you smile at me...
Can I please be left alone for a little while ..
I need to sit and sort my soul ..
I don't want to melt into your eyes ..
And hear your heart beat like that song I love ..
Your arms wrapped around me ..
And that knowing indulgent laugh in your smile ..
Listen to the river babble about conversations we have ..
Or let the raindrops fall in my lap...
Or inhale you so deep ..
That my heart just cries ..
I feel like a willow in the wind ..
But all I want is to stand still ..
And figure. if what I see is true ..
If the heart beat I hear is just mine ..
Whispers in the wind ..
Hover over a still lake ..
Where I wash my face ..
And let the trees envelope me in their shade ..
I let the wind play with my hair ..
And blown petals caress my face ..
I sit alone ..
Not a soul in sight ..
There never was anyone really ..
Just my foot steps in hindsight ..
And the company of my imagination, burning bright ..
A mirage of something I thought was real ..
While I walked in the sands for a long time ..
As my feet began to get tired and worn ..
I hear you calling my name ..
Soft like a song in the mist ..
So I walk up and follow your voice ..
I can't see anyone ..
But I have no choice ..
I can't give up on a mere hunch ..
That I may not find you there ..
Because my heart is filled with love ..
And I don't care ..
I will walk ..
I will climb..
I will swim..
I will run ..
And when all is done ..
I will sit in silence ..
And wrap myself in you ..
And all that I hold , as true ..